What have I seen other than what the bottom looks like
Stuck somewhere between the gloom and the light
When you’re working towards building back those broken boards
You sometimes lose your footing you often find yourself
Putting off everyone while finding comfort in other songs
To distract the fact that you’re actually disappearing
I have no excuses that I can offer
Just the hope that your forgiveness will hold back the water
For what its worth, I’m sorry
And at the end I swear I’m trying
Only ever post on here when im miserable aha
Band practice today was okay, thrashing the bass took my mind off everything for a while, I guess I channelled all these shit feelings into playing.
But fuck, I’m so miserable right now. I’m home and I just feel alone :(
Ugh I love you.